Turning
to page five, I felt my breath catch as I looked down at a picture of my
grandfather. The headline above his picture reading;
ARMY VETERAN DIES IN HOUSE FIRE.
“It
says the fire was caused by a gas leak.” I read aloud. Dropping the open papers in my lap, I
closed my eyes. Images of the creature I saw, his purple eyes flashed behind my
eyelids.
But it wasn't real………….it was just all in
my head. Gramps wasn’t killed by some crazy ass nightmare come to life, it was
an accident.
Looking
down at the papers again, I re-read the article. After my third time I looked
up at Lucas, his eyes searching my face, for what I’m not sure.
“Are
you alright?” Lucas asked with genuine concern.
I
didn’t know how to answer that question, couldn’t even understand it.
Was I alright?
I thought. No. I wasn’t even close to knowing
what alright was. I knew my grandfather was dead, even before reading the
newspaper. As much as I tried to deny it, I knew. I felt it, felt it like he
was being ripped away from me. Whether those feelings were real or not, he was
still dead. My grandfather was all I had and now, I have no one.
My
grandfather used to talk to me about this day, if something were to happen to
him, he wanted me to be prepared. So we’d talk about it, about what I’d do and in all those conversations I would sit and nod politely
because they were just that, conversations, about something that wouldn’t
happen now or anytime soon.
Sitting
there on the bed, I fought with all my will, to bottle up all the emotions
stirring inside me. I could feel Lucas’ eyes still on me as I looked away.
“No,
I’m not.” I answered “I’m sorry, I have to go.”
Throwing the papers on his lap I left him
there, still sitting on the bed. Glad I was too tired and wary to take off my
shoes before passing out on the bed last night, I ran from the small bedroom
into the main area of the cottage heading for the door, my hand was on the
doorknob in seconds, turning it open. As fast as I opened the door it slammed
back shut, gripping both hands on the knob, turning and pulling, I looked up
and saw the reason why it wouldn’t open.
A
strong male hand lay flat on the door a little above my head, pushing it
closed. Glancing over my shoulder, Daniel stood there at my back, glowering down
at me.
“I have
to go, move!” I screamed, still trying to pull the door open.
I
heard Lucas’ heavy footsteps as he came into the room. “October, you can’t
leave.” He calmly said.
“Yes I
can! Now let me go!” I screamed at both of them. “What was I even thinking,
coming here?” I said aloud.
Releasing
my hand from the door and turning to face them both I said “I really appreciate
you both letting me stay the night and pulling me out the fire and everything,
but there are things I need to do. I have to go!”
I
watched them give each other another one of those looks, like they were having
a conversation without words. Closing the distance between us, Lucas came to
stand by me and Daniel. Looking down at me, his clear grey eyes holding nothing
back as his next words surprised me.
“If you
have to go, you have to go. We’re not gonna stop you.” He said.
“Thank
you,” I said to them both as I turned back to open the door.
“But
were going with you.” I heard Daniel say to my back.
“What?
No, you don’t have to-” I began to protest, only to be cut off by, Lucas.
“We’re
not gonna let you go, alone. You might need help.” He said.
Not
having the energy to fight them on their decision to accompany me, I sighed in defeat “Fine.”
Walking
outside in the mid-morning sun, in my borrowed baggy t-shirt and boxers from
last night, I headed over to the small stream behind the cottage, trying to
stretch out the ache from sleeping on an unfamiliar bed. Roughly tying my bed hair
in a ponytail, I washed my face and rinsed my mouth, waiting for the boys
as they took their sweet time in the cottage before meeting me outside.
Walking
back to the front of the cottage, Daniel and Lucas walked over
to me both carrying duffel bags slung over their shoulders, containing who
knows what.
“What’s
with the big ass bags?” I asked, eyeing them both suspiciously.
“Just
stuff, we might need.” Daniel vaguely answered.
Shifting
my gaze to Lucas for an answer, proved to be pointless as he just flashed me a
sly little smile and sent a wink my way.
“Well if
you want to drag those heavy bags through the forest, that’s your business.” I threw
over my shoulder at them as I started walking.
“Who
said we were walking?” I heard Lucas shout at me.
Turning
back to Lucas, still wearing that sly little smile, he pointed his thumb towards the forest trees in a gesture to
follow him. I watched as he sprinted off into the tree line, a couple feet
north-east from where we were at the cottage. Looking back at Daniel, he calmly
made his way in the same direction. Following them both a few lazy paces
behind, I gazed up at the thick canopy of trees above, watched as the morning
birds fluttered from tree to tree as they sung and felt the beauty of their
song as I closed my eyes for a second to listen.
My
peaceful moment lasted only a couple more seconds, before being broken by a
sound that one wouldn’t often hear, in the middle of the forest. My eyes
briskly opened at the sound and I scanned the area nearby for the boys. Neither
was to be seen or heard, running in the direction of the noise, I halted to a
stop a few feet later, as I took in its source.
Another
roar of the engine, confirmed that I wasn’t hearing or seeing things. Daniel
walked out from behind the car or jeep as it seemed to be half hidden beneath
fallen branches. As Daniel began to pull them off the jeep and throw them aside,
I made out Lucas’ profile as he sat in the driver’s seat through the
windscreen.
Walking
closer to the jeep, I could see that it was one of those 50’s style military
jeeps. The kind that was made to drive through heavy terrain, in basic black it
looked old and dated but I had to admit it looked pretty cool. Smiling to
myself as I walked over to the passenger side, I began helping Daniel take off
the few remaining branches on the hood and dusting off the leaves.
“You
like?” Lucas asked as he stuck his head out the driver’s window and
looked at me over the top of the jeep.
“Yeah
ok, your jeeps pretty cool.” I admitted to him.
With a
shy little smile, he ducked back into the driver’s seat. Daniel came over to
the passenger side door next to me, after throwing off the last branch. Leaning
forward, he reached past me to grab hold of the handle and opened the door for
me.
Guess chivalry isn’t dead.
Once
Daniel was all buckled up in the front seat, Lucas turned to me in his, “So……..
where to?” He asked.